Fair or not :)

Holaaaaaa...

Sometime kan bila banyak idea nak tulis tu tp x tertulis, bb sure lupa apa yg bb nak tulis. End up tak tertulis langsung..so lupakan ja.. cari yg lain.. hahhahaha..

This month is my birthday month. its on 23rd if you also forgot my birthday. So,  bila birthday dah dekat, mmg bb akan letak wishlist for the birthday. Actually its the wishlist for the year but sbb birthday kan so termasuklah skali... 

Why letak birthday wishlist.. some people might think, nak pau la tu.. well, kalau ada org bagi tu bukan pau namanya.. tu rezeki. Alhamdulillah. but for others to think that my intention letak wishlist is to pau, i think lantak lah drang. Surely everyone ada wishlist masing2.. apa yg drang nak sangat and craving for. So rasanya tak salah kot. Kalau tak dapat org bagi, kita usaha beli sendiri. Tu dinamakan wishlist. takkan la semua dalam wishlist tu org nak bagi. Lemak b*** jugaklah camtu. Tapi kalau ada yg bermurah hati, tula rezeki bb.. mmg bersyukur sgt.. Dalam wishlist bb, ada beberapa yg bb dah dpt.. samada beli sendiri or a gift from someone so special. And i am so blessed to have them in my life and in my heart. Thank you so much.

Talk about birthday, I had this experiences when you have a bunch of friends or gfs where u celebrated each of your birthday every year. To be fair, all of the members need to be celebrated or else it wont be fair to others. For me, to celebrate a special day like birthday doesn't have to be a must where when u celebrate for one then u need to celebrate for others. That's y bb prefer to privately celebrated the birthday. i dont give a damn if he or she doesnt celebrate mine or give me present, but the thought that count. We exchanged gift but u might not know, when the time comes, may b one of u had encountered financial problem then instead when it comes to that person birthday, u don't want to participate. bullshit sangat k. Ikhlas ka camtu. If you really are a good friend and you treasured your friendship, that nonsense would not happen. Ada pulak, sebab this person tak participate then u totally dont celebrate hers... pelik manusia especially perempuan la. i think laki dont give a shit kot... huhuhuh...

So senang cerita, personally celebrate or bagi hadiah. Lepas tu org yg kita bg tu nak ingt ke x nak,ikut suka dia. She/he might has their own reason. But we done our part as someone who love her/him. Thats the most important. 

Hmm, not sure about this year birthday. I never complaint if no one suprise me on my birthday coz i know, there will be so many that always pray for me. Love you muahssssssss.....

Hari ni birthday budak kecik.. so Happy Birthday my sayang.... Muahssss

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At this hour... Its lunch time.. Noon.. Not too hot.. Not too cold.. Just ngam2 suam2 kuku.... Not too crowded nor too quite.. Just nice2.... I am sitting  at this bench.. The place i always sit.. Kinda regular here.... And watching this korean drama... Awaiting of nobody....

A while here... Comes this lady wearing jubah.. A green one with a nice curvy body... Sexayyyyy.... And she's wearing a yellow hijab....

Whats my 1st impression??
She's not that pretty but sedap2 mata memandang
She has a very nice body. With that jubah melekat ke badan, if i am a guy i would say "wow" heheheh
Not really a type of ramah one coz i smilednto her and she did not reply instead just walk passed me
She looks like perempuan melayu terakhir heheheh
So... I stop looking and start watching back my korean drama

Few minutes after, her friend comes... And yes they are kind of perempuan melayu terakhir typr and perasan lawa hahahahahah... And.....  What suprised me... That first girl is a smoker.. Hahahah.. Well i kinda ok with girl who smoke coz.. I ve been living with the girl who smoke my whole life haha.. But this one... Jadik makcik bawang pulak bb harini kan... Mau taknya.. don't really like the attitude... Look so decent but perangai mcm hampeh... Hahahaha

The next minutes after, i realized, she caught my attention at the first few minutes and then after my perception gone bad. Do not judge someone by their appearance hahaha.. Betul la kan.
Do mot judge a book by its cover.. Jgn tgk baju ja cantik tp perangai ya ampun... Fake ja semua tu...

Kesimpulannya.... Be who u r.... X kisahlah cmn pun kan... Just b who u r. Don't change walaupun org mengata macam2.... Thats u..... Apa la bb merepek ni pun x tau la..  Rasa mcm nak cerita benda lain tp tak sampai pulak kan.. Hahahahahaha.... Ok ignore ja entry ni.... Hahahahaha

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Lari BB Lari...

Kenapa bb suka lari.... Jawapannya...  ENTAH lah.... Hehehe...

Seingat bb, dulu masa sekolah kalau time merentas desa tu bb mesti ngelat.. Memandangkan sekolah kat kampung di kelilingi oleh ayaq terjun... Jadinya setiap kali ada acara merentas desa kami melalut p mandi ayaq terjun pastu sambung lari smpi bj pun dah kering balik... Begitulah setiap kali ada latihan merentas desa... Yang pastinya dulu bb mmg aktif.. Bb main bola jaring... Bb main bola baling.. Bb maon softball... Bb masuk olahraga lompat tinggi lompat jauh jenis2 sukan kangkang2 ni kan.. Hahahahah... Bb lari 4 x 100 meter berganti2... Bb lari 4 x 100 meter lompat pagaq... And bb anak Cikgu Silat Gayung Pesaka... Haaa tu dia.... Masa kat uni bb masuk badminton n futsal.. Even keja pun bb main futsal... Then stop semua tu bb start lari.....

Bb start lari rasanya tahun 2012.. Tp 5km ja... Bb bukan pelari yang laju.. Bb jalan laju huhu... Tapi... Bb tau capabilities bb untuk lari sbb kaki bb x kuat.. Bb pernah accident koma 2 minggu and all my left body part allignment lari... Luckily x jalan hencot2 and cukup la sifat.. Alhamdulillah... And ada one time lutut bb tercabut... Tp gigih gak nak lari... Jadinya bb start dengn 5km.. I remember that 5km keja bb selfie ja sbb lari Standard Chartered masa tu dalam town kan so selfie ja keja... Then rasa penat mampuih... Lepas tu bb cuba lg dan lg dan lg smpi q tahap bb nak cuba 10km... Masa tu mmg doktor dah warning bb leh lari 7km ja tp jawapan bb... Sy x lari doc... Sy jalan ja hahahahahaha...

So... X menjawab lg soalan kan... Kenapa bb suka lari... To be honest.. Mula2 bb rs cam.. Gila la drang ni lari ... Apa dpt pun x tau.. Tp lama2 bb rasa seronok... Bila lari dengaq lagu yg kita suka tu rs cam tenang walaupun penat hap hap nak mampuih... Pastu org bila lari dengaq la lagu yg bg inspirasi or motivasi kan... Bb x... Bb dengaq lagu cinta jiwang karat.... Sbb apa... Sbb waktu lari bila bb dengaq lagu tu bb akan ingt semua saat2 happy yg bb boleh ingt... Time tu macam otak tu terbuka luas..  Memori yg bb x pernah ingt pun bb leh ingt.. Mubgkin waktu tu nafas x cukup n bb 3/4 sedaq jadinya those memories appears and it make me laugh and smile.... But... Semua tu jd masa bb lari ja.. Lepas tu bb dah x ingt dah apa yg bb ingt td kecuali masa teringat tu bb tulis.. Mungkin la tp gila kot tgh lari nak menulis... Hmmm tu salah satu faktor utama yg buatkan bb suka sgt berlari... And i am a solo runner.. Y? Sebab bb lari slow motion... And bb x suka tunggu org...  Bb suka ikut timing bb sendiri... Klu lari ngn org kena ikut timing org susah... Klu bb rasa nak benti then bb benti.. Klu rasa nak jalan bb jln.. Klu rs nak stop bb stop... And bb rasa tenang gila bila lari... Bb rs cam x nak pikir apa.... Just lariiiiiiiii ja....... Huhuhuhu...

So... Apart from that bb lr sbb nak sihat la kan walaupun x kurus2 kan.. Tp ok la.... Cuma menimbulkan kerisauan org2 yg syg bb sbb bila bb lari 3/4 sedar ni bb senang blackout... Berapa kali dah bb lari then blackout and bb sambung blk... I am lucky sbb setiap kali bb jatuh masa bb run.. Bb diselamatkan oleh org2 yg baik... Alhamdulillah sgt... And hensem2 jugak hahahahaha.. Gatal kan.... Well x salah pun tgk org hensem bukan rugi apa pun.... Huhuhu...

And haaaaaa cakap pasal org hensem ni... Masa lari tu mmg suka tgk org la.. Mcm2 jenis org.. Baik laki atau pompuan.. Baik sado lengan besaq i likeeeeeee... Or gemuk tp bersemangat waja... Or kurus kering lari laju x ingat... Or OKU yang bg kesedaran kat org normal macam aku ni.... Or yg awek2 bontot bulat... Or yg pakai tudung tp baju pendek seluaq ketat nmpk lurah... Or couple yg lari 10km sambil pegang tgn sweet sgt... Gila ooooo lari berpimpinan tgn... I hope their love lass forever... And respect mak bapak yg lari 10km td gendong anak kat belakang... Or tolak stroller sepanjang larian... So mcm2 la perangai org leh jmpa... Heheheheh...

So... Bb harap bb leh teruskan hobi ni walaupun terhegeh2 jugak nak hbs 10km tu... Bb tau bb x leh pergi jauh... Bb sedaq kemampuan kaki bb.. Tp bb bangga dengan pelari2 yg lari half, full or ultra.. Anda sangay gila di mata saya dan saya sgt berbangga anda adalah org2 yg bersama saya hahahaha... Yg menunggu dan menelipon setiap masa risau bb jatuh... Yg menunggu di garisan penamat memberi semangat wpun stress jugak.dah la x larat dok suh lari jugak.... Hehehehe saya syg anda2..... Jadinya.... Itulah tujuan sebenar bb lari...

The enjoyment and the excitement..... So..... Begitulah......

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