Back to 18 March 2002, at this time i was at Seberang Jaya Hospital, Penang waiting for my first baby to be born...i still remember this time i was all alone since everybody has their personal thing to do and i guessed its fine with me n i m getting used to it...for the whole 9 months i ve been thru a terrible and misserable days so, today i was hoping that it would be the happiest day of all....hmmmm...thinking of what had happen, made me realize, how important loving yourself more than loving others who didnt appreciate u....
I still remember, this time i already had the contraction but for me its not much painfull compared for what had happen for the pass 9 months...that everning, my bff Nora Laling datang melawat.. i was eating the big bramley apple..yummy...and i still all the way thru the pain..it diverts me from concentrating to the pain. So dalam masa 2 jam bukaan dah mencecah 7cmn..sgt cepat Alhamdulillah..and i still remember the last time check bukaan around 12am sudah 9cm and its time....so masuk ke Labour Room..ada these chinese lady also struggling to give birth to her first child and yeah it was scary hearing the screaming and scratching..hehehe..
Hmm, after i think 20 mintes pushing n pushing, there he is.....came out to this world with a louddddd voice crying...hmmm...and the best part, i was not crying while delivering but i m crying when he's in my arm...:) so wonderful and the feeling was great...
Yet, that sumbody didnt know i already gave birth and the next day he came, everybody was like " huh, how come the wife already delivered he didnt know" hahahahaha.....
So, Yusuf Amirul Iskandar thats his full name without the father's name...We missed you..
Happy Birthday my baby..being the elder brother to your 2 younger brothers..i wish that sumday, you are the one that will unite us. Mummy doakan yang terbaik buat Usuf..Never imagine that we will this far apart and barely to see each other..but again this year, as we all already knew, Mummy, Ayah n Harris still dont have the chance to celebrate it...an as usual, you will b with him...and nobody again inform me that you were here in KL ... Mummy sangat2 berharap, segala penderitaan dan seksaan ini akan terbalas suatu hari nanti..
To my dear Usuf, Semoga Usuf menjadi anak yg soleh, belajar pandai2, dengar cakap tok ma n tok ba...menjadi insan yang berguna di masa depan kelak....Semoga sihat dan dilindngi Allah SWT...mummy sentiasa doakan kita akan sentiasa bersama dalam hati dan jiwa kita....hanya doa dan harapan yang menggunung yang mampu kami beri...
Selamat Hari Lahir sayangku...............
Love;
Ayah, Mummy and Harris
-The End-
